This was me months ago. Not understand all the edit comments. I was doing what I "thought" I was suppose to. When I settled my brain down, read numerous helpful edit post from the middle-pause team, read their stories, and took time with my drafts, I am actually having fun, feel more creative, and yes have had a couple boosted. Thank you Marilyn, Deb, & Cindy for your help and guidance (Meg and Margie too)